Hello everybody Ruth here.
Im supposed to revise for the incoming exam but I don't feel it
So i planned to update this blog.
Seem's like amelia jie jie and kim is very busy in their school works me too I'm busy but I just really want to share.

After fulfiling my building fund and giving my tithe. God really open the windows of heaven.
I want to thank God that my father found a NEW JOB where in his new salary is twice as his old salary. We have already breakthrough the financial burden. I mean because of this new salary we can pay most of our debts ;) hee so happy. Especially now that Im on my way to JC/ poly life. I just really want to thank God
Secondly, Most of you know that i like dancing, singing etc. lol (sorry of you don't know.. and now at least you know lol) and i really want to play piano and to have a piano lesson. I had tell it before to my parent's that I really want to have a piano lesson but they just said that they will try.. and even worst my dad had asked me if i have enough money. If i have enough then I can take piano lesson if it's not then I can't have piano lesson. ( this was before i give my tithe lol).
But just know I tell my mom that i really wanted to take piano lesson.. i can't remember what she really tell ... haha because i was sooo surprise by her answer... her answer is like this "Okay i'll gonna tell your dad" then i said "but he won't allow me" then my mom answer back "nevermind.. i will insist" ( actually we talk to eachother by our own native language so I don't really know how to say it in english lol).

You see!!! God is really great because he knows everything that we want. Maybe your thinking right know that if God knows what you want then why can't you get what you want? the answer is you must PRAY ABOUT IT ;) I always pray of this things.. financial breakthrough, having piano lessons, revival in my family.. everything... I pray. Because i believe that i pray for everything I worry about NOTHING ;) and i believe that the prayer has a power ;)

xoxo
ruthiee

Ruth imnida!

Im born again ;) hee's God really knows what we needs.... we don't need to tell it.. hahas. thank you God for letting amelia jie jie encourage me just know.. she encourage me alot.. really alot... heya im listening to the song "you are my freedom Jesus your the reason"... Im now thinking of what my past again.. my past is really dark.. you couldn't even think that it was me.. that's why i hate satan lol.. that looser ;) anyways.... i love the lyrics "Jesus your the reason im KNEELING AGAIN AT YOUR THRONE" Jesus is the reason why Im here today... Im always thinking why i make sins i mean.. why i always do sins.. why im always hurting God because of those sins... but now i know no one is perfect in this world.. only God.. and if you ask God for His forgiveness he will forgive you.. I know it's hard to forgive.. but you know.. we must believe.. God will not move if we do not move... Allright do u understand that? okay if not ill explain to you.. coz i heart you ;) <33 anyways.. Think about this.. for example im your friend and your are my classmate... and i want to make friend with you.. but u refuse then i have no chance to be your friend.. it's like God .. God is willing to go to your heart and make friends with you.. but you refuse..;)got it! great lol (what a question)

Anyways.. just really want to thank God for everything.. though i made sins over and over agaiin.. his there and never leave me alone though i can't see him.. we can't see him.. but we must believe.. nothing is impossible if you believe ;)
I love God! CHC! S28! Amelia jie jie and KIM especially <33!! WO AI NI....=)

Kim

Its late already ..
But there's something i would like to share
and I'm also here because i don't feel like
sharing it with anyone else as i don't feel like
talking now ..

Was 'talking' to my Dad just now and .. the
feeling's kinda strong .. Things are really
complicating and i didn't know that things would
get that serious ..
Now don't get it wrong .. we didn't quarrel, fight
.. whatever .. its just that spiritually, there's
something going on which i cant explain ..
No matter what it is, i would just want to forget
about it ..

My eyes are swollen now as I've been crying for
quite a while and now, I'm not sure what am i to do
when i go to school .. @_@
My eyes are gonna make me look like some kind
of freak- monster ...

But I really wanna Thank God for the chance to speak
to my father as I've never talked to him for quite a
long time .. -.-
although its kinda "extreme" to me, but its really a
great opportunity for me to voice out what I've got to
say and everything that's on my mind ..

I guess those tears of my are also kinda worth it yeah? (:
Now I'm talking to my Mum .. and yeah .. I also wanna
Thank God for this chance ..

okay .. what i really wanna say is that ..
its really great spending time with my parents ..
its really a great opportunity for me (:
it doesn't matter .. 1 minute .. 5 minutes ..
as long I've got the chance to talk to them ..
I'm happy (=
even though sometimes talking to them may hurt,
(yeah .. especially this one that made me cried -.-)
There's so much you can learn from it ..

KIM

haha! I'm back to share a verse which has
always helped me overcome my fears.

Jing Er, my friend was also feeling scare
after some stuff that happened at school ..
This verse also helped her and i want to
thank God for that (:

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2 Timothy 1:7

For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of
Power, of Love & of Sound Mind.

I hope that this verse can also help
those people out there who really needs it (:

Kim

Was really discouraged and feeling really emotional
these few days. Was also disappointed with myself
because I can't be what my parents want me to be ..
And Yes! I AM feeling bad about it okay ..
But there so many people out there which don't even
understand me or know how am I feeling ..
And I simply hate it when people start rushing me
and questioning me about stuff that I'm still working on.
I'm feeling really stressed out by all the stuff that are
going on.. I don't feel like talking .. so I'm here typing out
what I'm thinking and such ..
Have been thinking and i realised that the only person
I can turn to now is God .. He is the only one who can do
amazing things for me and make miracles happen ..

And I should really learn how to control my emotions.. (:
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I went for yesterday's service and was really glad that
Jing Er and Jiaying came .. hope that they did enjoy what
Pastor Kong had preached (:

Anyways, Pastor Kong also preached about PRAYER (:
. . .
What he had preached impacted me in a way and i was
also touched .. and now, i just want to share a few verse ...

Matthew 6:5

(Jesus:)
" And when you pray, do not be like the
hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the street
corners to be seen by men. I tell you the truth, they have received their reward
in full.

Matthew 6:6

[continue..]
... But when you pray, go to your room, close the
door and pray to your Father, who is unseen. Then your Father, who sees what is
done in secret, will reward you. "

Annyonghaeseyo ^_^ Ruth here ;)
For God all things are POSSIBLE!!!

Today is our a-maths test. Most of the student's where studying so hard. Specially me. I'm so nervous and feeling down. I don't know. I just don't think that i deserve to be in the express stream even taking my "award" being a top student in normal academic.Enough of this dramatic words lol. Our maths subject was change to social studie's time. Social studie's is like free time for us just know. We have the chance to go to the library. I bring my bag and inside the library I study for my amaths test (such a hard working student... haha.. yeah right) I'm really nervous and I can't stand it anymore. I hide at some bookshelf or something in the library to call my jie jie, amelia. I asked her if she's busy or not. She asked me if I want to pray for my amaths test and I said yes. So we pray after that i think i gain confidence. Suddenly, my friends samantha asked me if i have confidence to pass amaths... of course i said yes. Back to study until we go up to the room. While where on our way to the "test" room. She asked me what if i forgot the formula or something i really can't remember what she said but i remember my answer. I just pray to God "lor". Before our test. Miss Ong give us one maths equation.. then we all try to solved it as i was late i don't have enough time to do. But still i try to do it though there some errors. So the test come.. before i look at the test paper.. i spoke in tongue and pray to the Lord that I will pass my exams. OMO!? hahaha.. the test is quite easy i think.. specially the last part.. really... I don't know but.. in the last part there's a question that miss ong did not teach us.. so.. i was oh.. oh?! stuck.. but then.. there's an idea that come out from my mind .. so i just try that idea then when the time ends and check my friends paper (because miss ong marked already) I think i was correct.. as far as i remember im correct.. then im so happy of course lah! woahhh! haha.. i really call my jie jie amelia when i went downstairs.. Anyways.. I learned a lesson. If you really pray and believe that God will help you and give you wisdom in your studies it will happen as it is written that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH GOD. I believe in the power of prayer ;)
Thankyou God for giving me opportunity to know you... ;) wo ai ni ;)

making a big difference.
while im studying i asked my aunt if she is able to buy mp3 for her son.. she said she can't because she don't have enough money. I have this "kitty" bank (because it's a cat and not a pig hahaa) i put some of my coins and some of my money there.. I opened it and give all to her. She said she don't want to take.. but of course i insist. she's very delighted.. she said she can buy toblerone for her family. I feel so happy. Maybe you think Toblerone is quite common to eat.. in philippines as well but only for the rich family. My aunt's famly is not that so rich and can't afford to buy a toblerone a day. So i feel happy that those some of my little money can make a big difference.. i mean before she's not able to buy the toblerone.. but because i give her some of my little money she can now afford to buy.. feel so happy ;) Making a big difference doesn't mean you must make big good things.. it can be in a simple but touching way ;)

AMELIA



I was really impacted by the word shared by pastor tan on 29.03.08
He talked about procrastination, money and savings.



I began to see my vision clearer in God.
Just like ruth said, for me,
I would'nt be able to be where i am right now if not for God.



Right now, im Living a life with purpose and meaning.
Im complete and so filled by god.
I know what i'm living for.



I'm really glad the past is gone,
and i can see a better tommorrow.
Im just really glad i know who i am right now.



Happy, pleased, favoured and loved.



Past fears conquered.
Victories won.
New goals set in place.



Life sometimes can be described as almost like a battlefield
and it's like i'm standing at the front line of the battlefield,
I don't know what will happen next.
But i know i can fight till the end,
because i know that god is for me and no one,
nothing can be against me.



Im really happy.
happy with my life,
with what i have.
With what i'm going to achieve.
It's like my future seems brighter. There is no fear in God.



Let's really be people with a positive attitude and a renewed mindset.
It's not easy to change one's character,
and sometimes it may be painful experiences.

But its like a caterpillar,
emerging from his cacoon and
it's not POOF im a butterfly.
But its a process of time
changing, transforming and then becoming who God wants us to be.
A person of character.
I've learnt that everything we go through, god has a plan and a purpose for us.


Sometimes it may be painful,
and you don't understand why this has happened or why must
we go through all these.

But you see, god knows and
when you are able to overcome your fears and
step out from your comfort zone and
make a decision to change to improve,

God will make sure you emerge victorious and beautiful.
Just like a butterfly.



So keep on persevering.
Don't give up.
Learn to enter into god's rest ,
let go and let God.
God will never give you more than you can handle.

Eventually All things will work for good to those who love god. (:

Change is the essence of life.

Be willing to surrender what you are, for what you could become.

Ruth

This day is the happiest day of my life with my cellgroup ;) i feel so happy that Im now have a bond with them.. I used to be the quiet girl.. who want's to be alone and don't want to talk in cell group.. but just now.. i make a BIG decision that will change my life. @_@!! I decide to TALK... and now i think i can't help my self but to talk alot ...pwahahaha ;)) Im so happy that im with the cellgroup... I want the time to stop during the su shi making because I bond with them... I never feel this happiness in my entire cell group life. Now i know that i step out in my comfort zone.. like ellaine told me before.. im so afraid to step out in my comfort zone before.. im afraid that no one will understand me but i was wrong... totally wrong.. As time goes by a started to share to amelia.. and kim.. ( i.think.soo pwahaha)... Im soo happy that we are in the same connect group... ;) love you loads S28 <33..>

Anyways Im thinking this question since saturday... "if im not in this church what will happen to me now?.. if i don't know this cellgroup.. what will happen to me?" My answer? I think I will be at home playing computer and not reading the bible.. not know God more..(I know God since I was young since my parent's are christians but it doesn't mean that im christian too... ) Maybe if i don't know this cell group.. im not in church anymore.. maybe i still don't forgive those people who've done bad things to me.. and maybe i still don't forgive my self.. yeah my ownself.. Luckily i know this cellgroup.. i know this church ;) <33

As I look back.. Im now different RUTH... Im now that RUTH that have a goal /purpose in life.. Im now RUTH that is on fire on God. I've changed a lot.... (in a good way) ;)

Anyways.. As i was searching in youtube the word city harvest... I saw this account that.. i think hate SUN HO.. he/she said this : "Sun Ho has shown herself to be a bad testimony to the Christian example. I do not agree with her revealing outfits, nor do many people like me, inclusive of the figures of authority in the Christian community in Singapore. The human body is a temple of Christ, and she has placed herself in a position where she has turned her body into an idol. SHE is an idol. In other words, she advocates idolatory. And there you are mentioning about the 10 commandments. Hypocrisy?" and I think I was so angry ahaha. and replied this : "okay.. erm..can i explain something? ;) Sun is not a bad testimony actually.. yeah.. she wear this "revealing outfits" and what ever.. but you know believing , praising and worshiping God do not depend on the outfit that you wear. It's the RELATIONSHIP with God. Yeah, maybe many people go to church with those "unrevealing clothes" but are they on fire? or Is God their God in their everday life? or God is their God when they come to church and after the service they forgot everything bout church? Do those people who wear unrevealing clothes seek the kingdom of God? read the bible? and putting God first? Christianity is not a religion it's the relationship between you and God. In the bible God didn't judge the people phsically but thru their FAITH... ;)"

IDK where the word come from.. but when I was typing those word just suddenly comeout ;)
<33..>

xoxo
RUTHiee

Kim❤

hellos peeps!!
Im back for more things to share (:

firstly, i just wanna thank God that im able
to make it for yesterday's service & today's
Cell Group Meeting (=
yeah!!-

i also wanna thank God for the Love & Care
i had recieved from my friends (:
and ofcorse from my very own Cell group - s28!
yeah -

Jing Er was brought into my life,
she had encouraged and changed my life in way (:
Thank God that she was brought into my life yeah? ^^
Was really happy that she was safe .. (x

Today's Cell Group Meeting was really fun!!
We had this " Sushi making Competiton " xD
and yeah!! i took lots of pictures again (x
- And i just wanna Thank Ruth for helping me
to upload those photos yeah? LOVES! ^^

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Photos !! (x

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okays (:
im so sorry that the photos are not in order \:
but just enjoy it yeah? ^^
everyone had lots of fun .. including me! (x
hahax ..