I'm so discouraged by what so many other people had been saying about me . But thanks to Elaine , Amelia and Talleah for being there for me and encouraging me . I felt really hurt when i finally found out how someone who was once quite close to me felt about me . Thank God that i dont have to be kept in the dark for long . People may not like me for who i am at times . But God is always there , loving me and being there for me no matter what . okays , maybe she's right . my attitude really sucks and she had been tolerating with my nonsense . i dont mind posting it here since many people really hates me =.= . zxzxzxzx . but that's what she thinks , they think . thanks anyways . but one think i know is that i've got Father God to be there for me . and it's okay if no one likes me or loves me because i know that i dont live for them . and i dont really need them . even though what happened really made me lost trust in everyone i am close with , i know that i can always trust God and hand all my burdens to him since it's really too much for me to take . sad . everything really pulls me back down to hell . i dont know what to think or do . but even if it takes half of my life to get back up there and get hold of my walk with God , i will , no matter what . because i know that i wont be alone . Jesus is there to be my strength when im weak . yeah yeah . Girl , i'm so sorry i made you tolerate my nonsense for so long . forgive me ? because it's okay if you dont . i dont really care though .
anyways , school is starting soon . and i really hope that what had happened wont affect me or stop me from shining for God yeahs . i wanna be a great testimony in school so that i can help everyone in school to be saved . seeing is believing right ? so im gonna make everyone see the change in me . and that is really what i've got to do to not only bring more souls to Christ but also change the way my Dad thinks about church :) . YES ! i will do it alright . and even if i fail to do so , i know that there's always another chance and it's never too late . Elaine , Talleah and Amelia , thank you for waking my little head up :3
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